Twistedreams

Yesterday was a blast since we had a family gathering at lunch. It’s been so long since the last the we bonded together. Maybe because everyone seems busy now with work and stuff. Thanks for the long weekends/holiday! I had so much fun. I’m hoping for more holidays and family gatherings to come. Heh~

In the evening, we celebrated Jed’s 3rd birthday with our churchmates. Again, fun fun fun! So yeah, you can imagine how tiring yesterday was. My church friends slept over too. And, Imma blog what happened the next day. Haha! Anyway, I feel sorry for Kikz since, my best buddy and I planned to watch a movie and do some stuff together. It couldn’t help though. Other matter came our way so.. Next time, next time.. :)

I’m so tired right now.. And when I say tired, I meant T-I-R-E-D!!! This day is totally insane! Hahaha~

I want to share a lot of pictures.. Hmmm… 4GB worth of pictures, actually. But I don’t think that’s even possible. Hahahaha! :))

I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star to pray on, or wish on, or something like that. I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had. But then the dove of hope began it’s downward slope. And I believed for a moment that my chances were approaching to be grabbed. But as it came down near, so did a weary tear. I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag. Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills. ’Cause I know I’m a mess he don’t wanna clean up. I got to fold ‘cause these hands are too shaky to hold. Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love. And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb looking for a little hope.

To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t winning and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking out memories or thinking sad thoughts, and it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting. It’s learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It’s realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door and to clear a path to set you free.

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Photography and Photomanipulation is my forte I think when it comes to art. But I don’t know about what you think. Hehe! I have lots of ideas in mind, but I don’t have much time to work on them wholeheartedly. Anyway, the original concept is ‘Poker Face’. Here’s my flickr version. Thank you very much pretty people of tumblrverse. :)

Lonely was the song I sang ‘til the day you came, showing me a better way and all that my love can bring.. 

I’m really into this song. Not because Taylor Swift did the harmonies for this song, it’s just that, it’s pure loveliness. It’s the kind of song that you can actually listen to for a whole day. Very nice.. But guys, don’t you ever love a person with half of your heart, because we all know that half of your heart won’t do.. You must love with all your heart, or don’t love at all. 

I may still not know what I want to be when I grow up, but I do know that someday I want to live in a house filled with my books and travel souvenirs. And the walls that aren’t covered in bookshelves will be covered with photos of my family and friends. When I leave the house I will be going to a job I love, and I’ll return to a person I love. So, that’s the dream I’m working on…

Took the picture last year, and looking back, everything is different. People, feelings, places, they’ve changed. But, if we try to reflect, everything has changed and everything is in a better place now. Don’t you agree?

So yesterday, while going home to Bataan, I stood on the same ground, after a year. Photographing the same tower and the same sky. Hmm.. nice. Anyway, it’s the tower that you see in Double Happiness. :)

Me: Uy! Tignan mo yung Moon, kita na yung ear nung hare. Kita na nga yung half eh. Tigan mo!

Kikz: Asan? Di ko makita.

Pulis sa tabi namin: *Tumingin din sa moon* Wala naman eh!

Me: Meron kaya…

Happened last tuesday, since I recently shared the story of the Hare on the Moon to Kikz. Do you guys know the story about it? If not, let me share it to you. :)

A monkey a fox and a hare were out walking. They encountered a beggar in very bad shape. He told them he had not eaten for days and was about to starve. Now it was a holy day, when the rich would fast and give food to the poor, so the three friends decided to hunt for some food for the beggar. The monkey found some mangoes and the fox returned with a bird’s nest, which the beggar accepted gratefully. The hare, however could hunt nothing, since humans could not eat grass. Instead he offered himself as food. The hare lit a fire and jumped in. However, he found he did not burn. Instead the beggar revealed his true face as Indra, God of the Storm. Indra rewarded the hare’s courage and self-sacrifice by placing him on the Moon, where people would see him and forever remember his story.

I don’t know why I keep sharing this story every time. I love it too much I guess, since my eyes can clearly see the hare during full moon. Heh~ :D

Your imagination will explode if I’m going to describe to you guys how I love these two. Omo~ I’ve never been a shipper of any love team, so you guys figure why I’m crazily in love with them. And I just don’t like them being Seung Jo and Hani, I also love them being Hyun Joong and So Min. They are the cutest. My OTP forever and ever! <33

During Boys Over Flowers I don’t care much about JiHoo (KHJ), even during Playful Kiss. But I fell in love with So Min at first sight. Just like what people say during her debut, she’s the second coming of Yoon Eun Hye. But let us not compare her with YEH, because she’s different. She has her own charisma. She’s cute and adorable, when she smiles, it’s like the world smiles on you. I got addicted to her right there. And after reading some articles about her, I knew that she’s not just another pretty face. She’s smart (top student in University), humble and kind-hearted (the kind hearted part was came from Joongie’s mouth), but all Minnies out there can attest to that, because my beloved MinMin has really a beautiful soul. That’s why everyone wants her for a sister and a daughter. 

My MinMin is the cutest, isn’t she? And FYI, her face is 100% original, unlike other Korean actresses. Hahaha! :P

I guess, about Joongie, I just became to like him because of the last Episode of Naughty Kiss Youtube Special. That birthday episode was so so so sweet for words. I’ve watched that episode for about hmmm.. too many to count. Hehehe~ And after watching BTS, and seeing them together off cam, I was hooked and can’t get out just like any PKisser out there. 

Watched him before at X-Man and I can say he was really funny even before. He’s 4D, indeed. MinMin describes him as a deep person though, and according to her, he’s really playful during the filming of PK. (But I’ve seen some BTS of BOF and he was a totally different person. He was so stiff and serious around Hye Sun, hmmm..) But right now, I love Joongie not only because of MinMin, I love him and has respect to him as an artist and performer. Been watching his LIVE performances, whew! Jjang ida! And yes, I’m Kim Hyun Joong fan now. Keke~

So far, yet so near. <33

Even if they are a couple in real life or not, I still love them. And I’m hoping for the best in their career. I’m just glad that after what? One year? They still looked so close during the recent PK FM in Japan. A happy happy day to all HyunMin/MinJoong shipper. Oppa-Dongsaeng Couple daebak!

One of my favorite scenes:

*After tying her shoelace. 

Hani: Hubby!

Seung Jo: What, wifey?

Hahaha! Simple scenes like that can make me so happy I jumped on my bed and rolled on the floor because of too much happiness! If you have watched the drama, you’ll appreciate it because we all know what kind of human being Seung Jo was. LOL~

And being Joongie and MinMin.. All I can say is.. SO HAPPY TOGETHER. <3

I know this post is too long, but these two makes me so happy. They helped me during tough times to make myself felt better. So I guess, they deserve an entry in my blog. And know that, Playful Kiss and HyunMin will always have a special place in my heart, for always. 

HyunMin Fighting! :)